This is my second year taking part in Cerebral Palsy Awareness month. Reflecting on my experiences from last year, I have noticed a shift in how people perceive and understand the challenges faced by individuals with Cerebral Palsy and conditions like talipes equinovarus (also known as clubfoot). I was diagnosed with congenital Cerebral Palsy and born with club foot, both of which have had a major impact on my life.
From a young age, I have worn orthotics to support my feet and help with walking, my left foot is a size 6 and my right foot a size 4. These have been an essential part of my everyday life, providing stability and alignment needed to move more easily. Over time, wearing orthotics became a routine, but it wasn’t without its challenges. They were uncomfortable at times and often drew attention from others. People would sometimes stare at my feet or make negative comments. I have been called a “freak”, “disgusting” and “weird”.
Shopping for shoes has always been one of my worst nightmares, especially since I need to buy two pairs to accommodate both feet. When trying on shoes, I have often encountered employees who act surprised and will even call on other employees to share their disbelief. This lack of understanding makes the experience feel even more uncomfortable. At times, I cannot help but wonder if I am being judged or treated differently for something that’s entirely beyond my control.
Over the years, though, I have learned to handle these moments with more confidence. While I still feel the sting of negative comments, I have come to realise that their lack of understanding does not define me. As I continue to raise awareness, I hope that these experiences become less common, and people begin to approach these situations with more understanding and empathy. One day, I would love for shoe shops to be more inclusive, where I could buy both sizes I need as a pair – making the shopping experience easier and more comfortable for everyone.
